"I don't fall."
I used to say that, and it used to be true. For a long time, probably my entire adult life, I had good reflexes, balance, and coordination. Likewise, for at least five or six years post-diagnosis, it continued to be the case tat I did not fall.
Then the exceptions started.
First there was the infamous broken leg after the BRR in September 2022. That was quite serious, of course . . . but as a fall? I stepped off a ledge that I could not see in the dark, and at that point my options consisted of fly, float, or fall. I'm not a bird nor a balloon, so of course I fell. That situation was so freakish and unlikely to be repeated, though, that it was hard to say that the I-don't-fall era was at an end.
Next there was a nasty spill on a trail run nearly a year later, in June 2023. I wrote about it at the time (https://grapplingwithpd.blogspot.com/2023/06/the-good-bad-and-ugly.html); that was another freak accident, although not nearly as unlikely to happen again as the post-BRR incident. In fact, it seemed quite likely that this *would* happpen again (and again), so I decided to cut way back on trail running and stick mainly to the street.
A third fall came another year later, in the Utah Spartan Beast on July 20, 2024 (https://grapplingwithpd.blogspot.com/2024/07/2024-utah-spartan-beast.html). I'm still recovering from the finger injury sustained over a year ago, but again, is that the kind of fall I should concern myself with? I can see both sides, but I'm leaning toward 'no'.
Finally, there was today. I had a fall today. It was in the house, and completely preventable. I was walking from the den into the kitchen. Our house has a single step demarcating the border between the two rooms, and I did not quite step high enough. The front of my house-shoe snagged on the corner of the step, and I went sprawling. Not only did I end up on the floor, but on the way down I also knocked over some of the nearby clutter. Very little harm was done--just a minor scrape or two--but in my mind, today is the day. The I-don't-fall era is officially over.
Time to face a new reality, of increasing age and inexorably progressing PD.
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